I'm not ready to say goodbye...

Goodbye to what, you might ask?
I'm not ready to say goodbye to being 21. Time really flies and in 2 seconds I'll be 22 years old. Oh this is following the time I was born which was at 5.46am on 12th February according to my birth certificate.

Does turning 22 means I'm ending my youth? Oh nooo I'm not ready to enter the adulthood stage..I still wanna act childish and cute without having people saying to me "Dah besar panjang pon macam ni lagi ke" I don’t expect to wake up being 22 and feeling much different than the day before or even the year before.I think I'll just be the same but as the saying goes, one year older, one year wiser.So i would have to act wise now. :p

Howoe..ready or not, I have to go on with my life and hope that I'll become a better person in the future.I'm progressing towards adulthood and I think it's time for me to let go of the bad habits that I've been having for the past 21 years.But not a drastic change please..Procrastination is one thing I definitely need to change. Being lazy is also another thing.Kalau nak nyanyi lagu "Lazy Song" je tiap2 hari kaw kenapa?! These habit die hard though..sigh...Oh and i have to be more decisive from this time on..I've always had a hard time making a decision.Normally i would just say "X kisah, I okay je" and let other people decide for me. I think i need to slowly change that. :)

Even though I'm eager to see what the future holds, I'm kinda scared that it would not go as how I want it to be.Oh well lets just hope it'll be awesome! :)

Last but not least, I would like to express my love and gratitude to my beloved parents for my existence into this world, for their love and care, for the good foundation they've provided, for always being there when i need them the most, and the most important part is for putting up with me during my difficult adolescence years..Thank you ayah and mak! Not forgetting a very big thank you to my dear siblings and friends who have always been by my side, helped me getting through to where I am now and always accepting me for who I am.Thank You!!!

P.S. I love you. to everyone who wished me Happy Birthday and all the lovely wishes on my phones, Facebook account, Twitter account, Emails and others..Thank you so much!!!